The "book"...

The "book" every housewife is addicted to, has me hooked as well. Well played "50 Shades of Grey" well played...it's all in the name of research I swear. Same but different, of course.

To be continued. . .

~Minxtress

Sealed Deal! Twice!!

Finally spent a few hours with SVP...more as Minxie rather Minxtress. I was in San Francisco and SVP met me for lunch in my hotel room. While waiting for him, I decided I just wanted to play...no punishments, no dominatrix. Maybe because I just wanted sex without all the extra stuff. Honestly, its a bit hard to remember that I have to tell him what to do. Sometimes he's good about asking if he can do something but still, it's going to take time. When he got to my room he was usually dressed in a suit (he had a formal dinner to go later), he asked if he should strip (uh yeah...that's why you're here). And we start to kiss, which I have to say he is probably one of the best kissers. Its that kind where you feel it in your toes, my whole body felt electric from his kisses. I move on the bed and he follows...at this point my clothes are coming off as he takes my thong off he starts playing with my clit and now his tongue has found it's way. I gotta say SVP certainly is talented with his tongue and fingers. It took me little time to cum. He's now pleased with himself and lays on the bed next to me. Then I started sucking him off, his cock hard for my attention. He's doing everything he can to not cum because I haven't given him permission (which honestly I've forgotten to do, caught up in the moment perhaps) I finish but didn't finished him off when his phone goes off. Understandably, since it is his "lunch" that his spending with me. I tell him it's ok to check his phone, turns out it was his daughter, still important. He then lays back on the bed, makes a comment about "waiting for me to tell him what to do" so I tell him that I didn't give him permission to lay back down. Also that he was a bit far from me...so he moves closer and starts on my pussy again...this time not just with his tongue...he's got a couple of fingers inside my pussy as he's sucking on my clit. Even quicker than before, I cum. I tell you...talented. So then his phone goes off again and I wait until he lays back down on the bed. Then I playfully climb on top of him moving my breasts up and down his chest until he gets hard again and starts fucking me. He then flips me over so he's on top of me. He then is thrusting his hard cock in and out, deeper and deeper each time. He stops...can't concentrate since his phone has gone off again (Note to self: take phone from him next time we see each other). Then I ask if he wants to cum, he desperately does...it has been a while for him (2 weeks, I believe) Ask me if I want to jack him off or do I want him to...(secretly since the idea of not only does a guy jacking off to the thought of me turn me on, so does watching a guy do it in front of me) I want to watch him...in no time at all he has cum and it's all over his chest. Since it is close to the time he has to get back to work...he hops in the shower, starts to get dressed up again as I'm laying on the bed, I say to him "I bought you something, its on the desk" He pulls out a shocking pink mesh thong from Victoria's Secret. And I tell him I want you to wear them tonight...which he does ;) He continues to get dressed, kisses me good bye. I get dressed and head back home... Later in the evening I texted SVP requesting a pic of him in his shocking pink mesh thong, which I get :)


The next night I met Dallas for dinner. Sadly though, it was just dinner, after we were finished eating he went his way and I went mine. I really enjoyed talking with him. Would I have liked to spend more time with him, yes but he was leaving for Dallas in the morning and still had to pack. I don't know what the near future has in store for Dallas and I, but I would like to get to know him more...I think he's a good balance to my relationship with SVP.

To be continued. . .

~Minxie or is it Minxtress

A bit of a learning curve...

I admit it I really don't know much about being a dominatrix...sure I can be a bitch sometimes but that's not the same thing. I've just come to that realization this week.

To be a better dominatrix I need to understand that it's not all about being mean, it's more of an understanding of my slave and how to control him. Realizing that he needs positive reinforcement as well as punishment.

My last experience in this world was nothing like this one. I really need to stop quasi comparing the two and put the past where it belongs...behind me and quickly move on from it.

I need to listen to my instincts more...isn't that what the whole principle behind the dominatrix experience - confidence and trust. It's about time I do more than walk the walk and talk the talk but actually know that I can do this rather than letting outside influences in and control me.

To be continued . . .

~Minxtress

Alright since this is 'Confessions' and all...

Here's something I must confess...having the power that I do over SVP is a blessing and a curse.

If we talk about something I want him to do I must be willing to deal with the consequences of those actions.

For example, one day we were texting (of course) and the conversation went to him being so horny and getting hard while in the steam room of his gym (and he knows he must have my permission to cum.) When he was in there another man came in and the man was checking his hard cock out. The other man was stroking himself hoping that SVP would join in, but he refrained from doing much besides stroking his cock a little.

So last Sunday SVP was heading to the gym later in the day and we had the steam room conversation again.
He asked if he could stroke his cock (my answer - Yes you can), what he should do if someone comes in (my answer - Your choice), should he let them see his hard cock (my answer - of course), what he should do if they want to watch or touch it (my answer - Let him), what if they want to make him cum (my answer - if they are stroking it, you can), what if they want to suck his cock (my answer - he may). Then time ran out of the day and he didn’t make it to the gym. However, he was going the next day (Monday morning) and asks if the situation were to happen the following day would he be allowed to have another man handle his cock.

The next day I missed an early morning text from SVP "Mmm on my way to the gym for you baby." Later in the morning I texted him about the gym and such. His reply is one the reason for this post of mine..."I was. I was in the steam room and one guy came in and started stroking me. Someone else came in so I went a took a shower. I them went back in and another guy came in while I was hard. He stoked and sucked on me while he pulled my balls when I got close eventually making me cum in his mouth for you."

Now I realize that I need to be clear on exactly what I want from SVP, knowing how far he will go for me.

To be continued. . .

~Minxtress

What's new, pussycat?

Sadly...nothing.

SVP and my schedule haven't worked to see each other yet. It's starting to bug me a lot. I'm over just have this relationship over text.

And Dallas...well I heard from him at about 11:30 last Friday night. Wanted to call me...but I didn't let that happen. That is still a work in progress...haven't quite decided if I'm letting him go or not...

To be continued. . .

~Minxie and Minxtress

Could this be the end to Dallas...?

After just shy of a week since getting rain checked by Dallas, I texted him. It was a reasonably nice text considering, something about being curious and thinking it was rude that I hadn't heard from him in almost a week since being rain checked by him. His reply was that he hurt his back and was confined to his apartment. I do feel sorry that he injured his back but my empathy somewhat stops there since he can clearly text me back. I was nice to text him me being sorry for his injury. No word back yet...

I'm not sure what the future holds for me and Dallas since this is how it's starting.

To be continued . . . ?

~Minxie

I thought it would be more fun...

Alright. I thought all this would be more fun than it is. It's been three weeks since I first met SVP and two and a half since I saw him. In that time it's been texting...a lot of texting. My last failed attempt at a domme/sub relationship was all texting, a little bit of phone calls and even less in person. So I am rather anxious in a very good way to get started in person rather texting.

I'm hoping that when we see each other again it will be fun...right now it's more like a chore.

To be continued . . .

~Minxtress