It seems that I am taking on a different role in the BDSM world. While I'm gaining experience, I've decided to take the role of a submissive to a more experienced Dom. The name of the blog should be changed to reflect the change in my life BUT to what? Something to last throughout this journey of mine and once I find my place in this world. Hmmm, the mind reels...
I do like the idea of confessing so - The Confessions of . . .
To Be Continued. . .
~Minxie
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Cheers - has been cancelled
After not hearing from Cheers since Saturday when he told me that his parents were in town for fathers day and he'd let me know about us meeting up that night... Until this morning when I asked "Ok so it's really bothering me that I haven't heard back from you...mostly bc I really liked chatting with you and I don't know what happened (did I do something?) for you to stop chatting with me...could you enlighten me...please?". His reply to that was "Getting back together with my ex. Please stop texting me. Thx."
I'm not sure I believe that but if he's going to lie to me then he's not worth my time.
My search:
To be continued. . .
~Minxie
I'm not sure I believe that but if he's going to lie to me then he's not worth my time.
My search:
To be continued. . .
~Minxie
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Cheers!
There's a guy on the horizon...can't wait to share more details, but I'm keeping the smitten talk down until I actually meet him. Fingers crossed though.
To be continued. . .
~ Minxie
To be continued. . .
~ Minxie
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Time for some learning...
I have so much more to learn about this lifestyle...I'm taking a break from living it (not that I did much) but still...
Don't worry I'll still post about my 'interesting' life...I know *all* my readers won't know what to do with themselves if I don't continue waxing on.
Definitely To be continued. . .
~Minxtress
Don't worry I'll still post about my 'interesting' life...I know *all* my readers won't know what to do with themselves if I don't continue waxing on.
Definitely To be continued. . .
~Minxtress
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Are you there...
Minxtress?
Right now, my thoughts are fuzzy about continuing down this path of liberation. Am I Domme or a sub? Hmm, or a switch...
I believe I am naturally gravitating toward being a sub...it's what I'm used to, it's where I'm comfortable - so I should step out of my comfort zone...and become a Domme.
To be continued. . . ?
~not sure
Right now, my thoughts are fuzzy about continuing down this path of liberation. Am I Domme or a sub? Hmm, or a switch...
I believe I am naturally gravitating toward being a sub...it's what I'm used to, it's where I'm comfortable - so I should step out of my comfort zone...and become a Domme.
To be continued. . . ?
~not sure
Monday, June 4, 2012
Dallas is done...
What the hell, Dallas. Yeah, it sucked a little but I'm not too upset about it...actually not upset at all.
So do you want to know how it ended?
We were going to meet Saturday night at Santana Row, because he couldn't think of any place he wanted to go and I didn't want to sit there with him and say "where do you wanna go?" "I don't know where do you wanna?" after he went hiking then went for a swim we planned to meet at 7:30.
At 7:30 he calls, he's on Stevens Creek sees Valley Fair but doesn't see Santana Row ( in my head, I'm yelling "are you serious?!") He's passes the banks at Valley Fair and finally figures out that he's right there. Then he calls me again about where Left Bank is...is it near Maggiano's? - I tell him no, it's inside, and to find parking then walk into the middle of SR and should be able to find it (yes, I probably wasn't as nice as I could have been at this point, I probably did sound frustrated, but oh well) A few minutes later my phone rings again...he tried to park in one parking garage but there wasn't a spot. He asked me if I knew where Olin Street was because that's where he was on Winchester. (I think to myself, 'uh yeah I know where it is, dummy!') I tell him there's another parking garage by Best Buy at Olsen (because now I get he needs streets not landmarks). Now if you haven't been to Santana Row - Best Buy is one of the biggest stores in SR and on the corner of Winchester and Stevens Creek (if you recall he was on Stevens Creek just a bit ago, and turned onto Winchester to get to Santana Row). I mean he passed by it after the first phone call (pay attention, dude!) My patience is wearing thinner and thinner with each second I'm on this call. I mean if he can't figure out where to go or where to park, what the hell. Now the fourth phone call...he's finally in the parking garage that I know has spots because it's the same one I had to drive up 5 levels to park. He's narrating what he's doing as he's driving up to level 6...then he starts singing "driving to level 6, driving to level 6..." I completely lost it at this point and say exhaustedly "Do I need to be on the phone with you as you're driving to level 6 to park?" and that's when his frustration comes out and he says to me "You know, I don't think is going to work out. Good luck to you". The surprising thing is I agreed. Do I want a guy who needs to call me at every step when we're to meet up? Oh hell no...I don't have the patience to look after a grown man.
After a bit of time I sent him this text "You know, you were right about it not working out between us...I'd like a guy a lil more sure of things, someone who can find his own way around town and one who has an opinion on a date. You should probably start studying yelp.com and branch out of Mtn View a bit more if you're going to stay." And shocker...I haven't heard from him since.
Not to be continued. . .
~Minxie
So do you want to know how it ended?
We were going to meet Saturday night at Santana Row, because he couldn't think of any place he wanted to go and I didn't want to sit there with him and say "where do you wanna go?" "I don't know where do you wanna?" after he went hiking then went for a swim we planned to meet at 7:30.
At 7:30 he calls, he's on Stevens Creek sees Valley Fair but doesn't see Santana Row ( in my head, I'm yelling "are you serious?!") He's passes the banks at Valley Fair and finally figures out that he's right there. Then he calls me again about where Left Bank is...is it near Maggiano's? - I tell him no, it's inside, and to find parking then walk into the middle of SR and should be able to find it (yes, I probably wasn't as nice as I could have been at this point, I probably did sound frustrated, but oh well) A few minutes later my phone rings again...he tried to park in one parking garage but there wasn't a spot. He asked me if I knew where Olin Street was because that's where he was on Winchester. (I think to myself, 'uh yeah I know where it is, dummy!') I tell him there's another parking garage by Best Buy at Olsen (because now I get he needs streets not landmarks). Now if you haven't been to Santana Row - Best Buy is one of the biggest stores in SR and on the corner of Winchester and Stevens Creek (if you recall he was on Stevens Creek just a bit ago, and turned onto Winchester to get to Santana Row). I mean he passed by it after the first phone call (pay attention, dude!) My patience is wearing thinner and thinner with each second I'm on this call. I mean if he can't figure out where to go or where to park, what the hell. Now the fourth phone call...he's finally in the parking garage that I know has spots because it's the same one I had to drive up 5 levels to park. He's narrating what he's doing as he's driving up to level 6...then he starts singing "driving to level 6, driving to level 6..." I completely lost it at this point and say exhaustedly "Do I need to be on the phone with you as you're driving to level 6 to park?" and that's when his frustration comes out and he says to me "You know, I don't think is going to work out. Good luck to you". The surprising thing is I agreed. Do I want a guy who needs to call me at every step when we're to meet up? Oh hell no...I don't have the patience to look after a grown man.
After a bit of time I sent him this text "You know, you were right about it not working out between us...I'd like a guy a lil more sure of things, someone who can find his own way around town and one who has an opinion on a date. You should probably start studying yelp.com and branch out of Mtn View a bit more if you're going to stay." And shocker...I haven't heard from him since.
Not to be continued. . .
~Minxie
Friday, June 1, 2012
That was short lived...
I believe SVP and I are done...I'm tentative to say with certainty that we are but it's heading in that direction today.
It comes down to he has this expectation of how things would be and as much as I want to...I'm not living up to his high expectations. It's something I knew but was hoping to work more with him to be a better domme.
This is something I will pursue with or without SVP.
To be continued. . .
~Minxtress
It comes down to he has this expectation of how things would be and as much as I want to...I'm not living up to his high expectations. It's something I knew but was hoping to work more with him to be a better domme.
This is something I will pursue with or without SVP.
To be continued. . .
~Minxtress
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